im sori i break ur heart

To my luvly bby aj....
im sori i break ur heart..make u lose hope in me n nvr felt my luv towards u ths mnth..i knw tat we r cumng 9mnth n im the want who spoit it...im sori..wat ever i told u in the msg was just a crap n lie..i lie 2 u n myself..actually i was angry bcos i nvr trust my timng ths time round..i knw all ths while my timng wit u was suck but ths time i really get it..but wat to do..da terlepas pun..now cn we just 4get everytin n start again???also i'm sori if i ask u 4 the break up..i aready promise myself tat if i make u cry n hurt u i will leave u..dont get me wrng i still luv u no matter wat but i dont want 2 c u suffer just wants 2 c u hapi wit a smile in ur face.. i cnt denied i still luv u n cnt let u go but i must..i just want 2 say im sori. i also miss the old me where i use 2 bring u out n walk 2gether dp stupid thing..i just hope u 4 give me bby...
PLZ BBY WILL U 4 GIVE ME WAT I HAV DONE 2 U..I WILL ACCPT PUNISHMENT U GAVE IT 2 ME... THS IS ALL I WANT TO SAY...

To my bro abg zul:im also sori bro i fail to make her hapi n care bout her...
To my frens isti:thx man 4 cheer up man.u r always there when i needed help frm u.thx bro..u hav been a great frens man..i will nrv 4get about u..